Insight from Ravi Zacherias

Ravi Zacharias continues to teach and encourage me. I would urge everyone to take some time and listen to him. Here are a few quotes

"A man rejects God neither because of intellectual demands nor because of the scarcity of evidence. A man rejects God because of a moral resistance that refuses to admit his need for God."

"When the sharp edges of reality are exposed - from infancy to maturity - the 'whys' of life proliferate, silencing the scientific voice and stumping the philosophical mind."

"The older you get, the more it takes to fill your heart with wonder, and only God is big enough to do that."

"Man is not at peace with his fellow man because he is not at peace with himself. He is not at peace with himself because he is not at peace with God."

"The use or abuse of Christianity in contradiction to the very message of the gospel reveals not the gospel for what it is, but the heart of man. That is why atheism is so bankrupt as a view of life, for it miserably fails to deal with the human condition as it really is."

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Gangs - Tony Campolo

Today I was listening to a Tony Campolo podcast on gangs. There were a lot of interesting and thought provoking comments. At one point Tony shared insight from a Harvard study on gangs. The study asked why young drug dealers continue to live with their mothers. It showed that most of their earnings end up in the hands of kingpin drug traffickers. They suggest that these kids only earn 4 US dollars an hour. Tony shared another story about a young African American who came to work with Tony and challenged popular understanding of youth groups. He argued that young guys (primarily) cannot find identity and worth from hanging out for only an hour a week. Instead he suggested that he start his own faith based gang. Although it was very time consuming it proved to be successful. I would encourage you to listen to his talk on gangs. Whether you agree with his convictions or not, Tony raises important questions. Campolo also has many provocative quotes. Here are a few


“[According to a profile in Christianity Today entitled] The Positive Prophet, ... I have three things I'd like to say today. First, while you were sleeping last night, 30,000 kids died of starvation or diseases related to malnutrition. Second, most of you don't give a shit. What's worse is that you're more upset with the fact that I said shit than the fact that 30,000 kids died last night.”

"When you were born, you cried and everybody else was happy. The only question that matters is this - when you die, will YOU be happy when everybody else is crying?"

Day 54 - February 29th,2008

This morning I worked on some Mandarin. The basic characters are slowly becoming more recognizable. Before lunch Mike and I headed back to the gym. The past few Mandarin classes have been stressful. I am slowly figuring out how to best prepare for the class. Since Mike already knows Mandarin and Gen isn't taking it for credit, each session is mainly focused on me. While I often get frustrated, I am certainly not lacking motivation to learn and speak the language. Every conversation and interaction only adds discipline and fuel to the fire. After class Carmen and Karma came back to the flat to pick up some stuff. Karma was also able to fix our internet. Mike and I had dinner at hotpot. It had been awhile. Normally, we stop by and chat or pick up a bubble tea. Tonight they were pretty busy so we didn't get to talk to them a lot. Another day in Him

Day 53 - February 28th,2008

Yesterday morning Mike and I went to the gym and worked out. We hadn't been for awhile so we were a little sore afterwards. After lunch I had a nap before I did some reading for my courses. In the evening we headed over to BICF for young-adult fellowship. Once again, I was really encouraged by our time together. A racing summary. In Him

Day 52 - February 27th, 2008

Today, I worked on my Mandarin in the morning, had lunch and then headed to class. As excited and eager as I am, I have found the Mandarin classes mentally exhausting. It is essentially intense one on one tutoring for three hours. After class the whole gang went over to IKEA where we had dinner. In the evening Mike and I headed over to see our friends at hotpot. We showed them some of the pictures from last night. The Captain was explaining how much they all enjoyed the birthday party. Before we leave Mike and I are going to make a photo album for each of them. Back at the flat I uploaded and edited pictures for about two and a half hours. It needed to be done. Another day in Him

Day 51 - February 26th, 2008

Wow today has been quite the roller coaster. In the morning I got up and went for a walk with Carmens dog. The rest of the morning was spent cleaning, doing laundry and studying for Mandarin. At around 2pm Mike and I headed to the bank before we headed over to Subway for their Tuesday special of Chicken Teriyaki. We had just sat down when Yi bo the manager from hot pot called us. We have been talking about going out for lunch for sometime. Mike and I had planned to do some work at Subway this afternoon but we rightly got diverted. We met Captain as we call her at a nearby KFC. We spent about 2 hours talking to Captain or rather Mike talked and I listened and chimed in when I could. It really has been a humbling experience. My desire to share the hope has and is being channeled exclusively through the power of the Holy Spirit. I have found a song by Leeland most comforting. In it Leeland says, "...you be lifted high, you be lifted high. You be lifted high in my life oh God, and I fall to my knees so its you that they see not I, J*s(s you be lifted high." We headed with Captain back to the hotpot. We talked with her for a little while longer. At one point she explained that her mother was a believer before she passed away. Tears filled her eyes. Our eyes became watery too. He is mighty to save. Before we left Captain invited us to join them after work for a birthday celebration. Later in the evening Mike and I headed back to the hotpot. We celebrated with the staff and enjoyed a wonderful meal along with a whole lot of fun. The camera was a real hit. When it came time for the birthday cake the whole hotpot kitchen turned into a laughing icing throwing party. It was great to see and learn more about our friends, and they too us. There really is too much to say and it is getting late. One thing I do know is that this day will go down in my memory books for China. Kneel for China, kneel for our friends, kneel and praise and thank Him for the wonderful work He is doing. Living in awe and wonder.

Day 50 - February 25th, 2008

This morning I studied for Mandarin. Mike, Gen and I had some lunch near the school before class. Today's class was both fun and challenging. I have been making some progress which is encouraging. At the same time the three hour class has been tiring. I have never had one on one tutoring for three hours. It is pretty intense. Nevertheless, once I got home I relaxed for a bit. Carmen (our field staff in Beijing) is staying with us for a couple of nights. Carmen treated Mike and I to pizza at a nearby restaurant. It was pretty good. After dinner Mike and I headed over to see our friends at hotpot. Mike and I were able to share a little bit of our life and hope with the manager. After asking me, Mike translated and shared my testimony. I couldn't understand what they were saying and all I could do was kneel and trust in the power of the Holy Spirit. These times have been really humbling. It's not me they need or my apologetic explanations - they need my Father. Please thank Him for the wonderful opportunities and kneel with us. In Him

Day 49 - February 24

This morning Mike and I headed over to BICF for the Mandarin/English service. I have found the service helpful in my learning of Mandarin. While Mike and I normally join Gen for the second service today we headed out for lunch with Rachael and her husband. Rachael is our small group leader. After that Mike and I relaxed before our small group at two o-clock. Small group was pretty good despite the small turnout. When Mike and I got back to the apartment we were a little irked because Mike lost and I forgot my keys. We were both really tired but it was clear we were not going to get in until Gen got home from shopping. So we headed over to see our friends at hotpot. Mike and I just chilled and talked to the girls. We were also able to get some work done for our studies. I really have enjoyed getting to know our friends at hotpot. Sometimes I feel so frustrated and impatient that I can't learn the language fast enough. There are so many people who I want to talk to but I feel handcuffed. Please kneel and ask that I will remain persistent and patience with my Mandarin. Blessings

Day 48 - February 23rd

Today I spent the morning answering emails and doing various sorts of housekeeping. In the afternoon I studied Mandarin. I made a lot of flash cards. Hopefully I will be able to master basic Chinese characters soon. Mike, Gen and I headed out for dinner at the nearby Korean barbecue. It was pretty good especially the cow tongue. Seriously, it tasted like prime steak. With that being said, I wasn't really a fan of the octopus. Another day

Top 5 Personal Reflections - Week 4-5

1) Life Experience - At Crossroads I had the opportunity to experience a glimpse into slum life as well as the life of those who live with HIV/AIDS. Although it was only a simulation type experience, I was greatly moved and challenged. Please visit day 40 and 41 of my China Diary for more in depth reflections.

2) Finding joy in the day when you feel sick - During my time in Hong Kong I really struggled with what turned out to be bronchitis. Out of this struggle I know that my Father was teaching me more about His daily joy and the strength that is found in Him. I am sure that I didn't help my cold when I was scrapping paint of dusty walls while forgetting to regularly take my cough medicine.

3) Turning my worries into trust - Out of my daily experiences and the many unknowns that come from living in a foreign land my Father has been challenging me to worry less. I think sometimes my worry is misguided and a waste of my energy. I think out of all this my Father has been unpeeling the truth of Proverbs 3:5-6. It says, "Trust in the Lord God with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding: in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."

4) What a wonderful global family - In Beijing in Hong Kong I have truly been encouraged by the community of faith. Although we come from all over the world we share in common mission and love. Just in the past month and a half I have met family from countries like these: Angola, Congo, Zambia, Philippines, Malaysia, Kazakhstan, India, Sri Lanka, Taiwan, Thailand, Indonesia, Mongolia, Korea, Spain, Germany, Netherlands, the UK, France, Portugal, Australia, New Zealand, Figi, America and others. Isn't it amazing how the gospel unites people despite the differences in culture, race and the many social spheres.

5) Trade Deadline in the NBA and NHL - I still can't believe the Los Angeles Lakers were able steal Paul Gasol from the Grizzles for absolutely nothing. In regards to the NHL, I sure hope Cliff Fletcher is able to trade a good number of Leafs and begin the much needed and overdue rebuild.

Day 47 - February 22nd, 2008

This morning I studied for Mandarin before heading to class in the afternoon. I think I am beginning to make some healthy progress with the language. After class Mike, Gen and I headed home for an hour before heading out on the town. We decided to watch a movie. There was only one movie to choose - "The Atonement." Although it was slow and hard to follow at times it did have a deep message. Another day

Day 46 - February 21st, 2008

Today I worked on a paper for one of my courses. After dinner Mike, Gen and I headed over for fellowship at BICF. As much as I loved my time in Hong Kong I really have missed these sacred times on Thursday evening. Tonights theme focused on our struggles and weaknesses. I really enjoyed memorizing His Word with other brothers and sisters. The time of praise was also amazing! When it was time to leave the three of us raced home to meet our friends at hotpot. Since today is the last day of Chinese New Year it is also the last day we can set off fireworks. Chinese New Year truly does take over the city. Back in Beijing there has been nothing but non-stop fireworks. If you didn't know what they were you could be inclined to think that the noise was gunfire from war. Anyways back to the evening. We met our friends outside of the supermarket and enjoyed a brief firework display. I think our friends really enjoyed it. Relying on His Spirit
Jon Candle

Day 45 - February 20th

This morning I woke up feeling a lot better than before. Hopefully the medicine is working. After breakfast I worked on some homework in particular reading and memorizing. Mike and I had kongi for lunch. It is like an Asian hot rice porridge - pretty good. After lunch we headed over for our Mandarin class. After class Mike and I grabbed dinner at Subway. I think I would be missing Canadian food a lot more if there were no Subway. After dinner Mike and I worked on some postcards which we later gave to the hotpot girls. A good day.

Day 44- February 19th, 2008

Today I slept in. Mike really thought I should go to the hospital so I reluctantly agreed. I was sure glad that Mike was with me. It was so confusing. With that being said, the hospital system certainly beats anything in Ontario. By the time I was finished the doctor said I have bronchitis. He gave me antibiotics and some medicine. I am inclined to think that it is more than bronchitis because I have had the cold for so long. We will see. Back at the flat, I slept and did some reading for my courses.

Day 43 - February 18th, 2008

I continue to fight my cold. It just won't seem to go away. Nevertheless, this morning I woke up feeling rested. Before leaving for the airport, I headed off to the edge of the island and watched the sunrise. It was really refreshing and beautiful. I love these times of silence and solitude in nature. As I sat watching the waves splash the rocks I couldn't help but think of the perfecting love of my Father. The waves may be comforting or they may crash up against us but through it all my rock is the rock of ages. It was also neat to see the sunrise in the manner that it did. As it rose over the water, the beam of light shone on the rock I was sitting on. Of all the places for the sun's reflection to nest - that is amazing! As I looked out there was a narrow and straight highway of light. This image also got me thinking about my Father's faithful presence and sovereignty and also the journey in light that is mine and yours.

After getting off the ferry we were relieved to find a cart for our luggage. Once we got to the airport train we were surprised to find out that we could check in our luggage. Don't worry all of our luggage arrived safely. As we waited to board the airplane I certainly gave Mike and Gen a scare. For about ten minutes I couldn't find my passport. I knew it was right around me but for some stupid reason it took me ten minutes to remember that I hid it under my t-shirt. Oh well, at least I have it. On the plane I watched a cartoon film called the Bee Movie. It was pretty funny. It did feel nice to be back in Beijing. With that being said, I will really miss my friends in Hong Kong. Not surprisingly, we had dinner at the local hotpot. After dinner Mike, Gen and I headed over to the massage parlor. I got cupping done again. Hopefully it will help my cold. The massage place just hired a doctor and he was telling Mike that I should probably go to the hospital and get my chest x-rayed. He said that foreigners can't fight colds with the same rigor as locals. We will see.

Day 42 - February 17th, 2008

Last night we left Crossroads and headed over to Bethany retreat center where we are living until we fly out Monday morning. The center is located on a little nearby island called Cheng Chau. It really is a lot different from the main part of the city. There are no cars on the island and it has somewhat of a fishing village atmosphere.

This morning I left for a service via. the ferry. Mike and Gen had already gone ahead to meet different friends of theirs. I intended to read and sleep on the hour ride ferry over but ended up having a really good conversation with one of the Bethany staff and Hong Kong m workers. After the service I was really hoping that Carmen's dad would have brought the Microsoft Office software for me that I had asked him about awhile back. I can't get it in Beijing and I really do need it for my studies. He did apologize and said that he would ship it to me in Beijing as soon as he could. I really hope it comes soon.

From the service Bob Jones, Grace, Mike, Gen and myself took the ferry back for the retreat. It was pretty short but helpful. After we got back to our little cottage Grace and the three of us decided to go for a walk. I loved it. After being confined to the busyness and clutter of the city it was great to walk alongside the scenic ocean shore. We ended up walking right around the island and into town where we had some local seafood. Shortly after dinner we said goodbye to Grace who will be away traveling and researching for the next while. Back at the cottage we relaxed and got to bed in good time. Tomorrow we fly back to Beijing.

Day 41 - February 16th, 2008

Today I woke up feeling somewhat better. Apparently crushed raw garlic is an effective natural remedy for the common cold, so last night I had some. This morning at Crossroads I helped out with the weekly cleanup. My job along with a Portuguese man named John was to clean/sweep the work shop. Once finished I worked on my final preparations to leave. Like yesterday, this morning I got to participate in another life experience. For those who didn't read my last post a life experience is something that Crossroads has set up to not only bring awareness but stimulate the minds of those who participate. Today I walked through an AIDS life experience. At the beginning I chose one of four different personal stories. I listened and experienced a glimpse of a life of a child soldier in Africa named Jamuale. I will try to retell the story as best I can. Here it is...

Jamuale grew up in an unstable country of the African plain. On every day that he can remember, the sounds of guns and war were not but far away. Neighboring villages had and were daily been attacked by the rebel forces. Jamuale knew that his town was surviving on ticking land mine and he dreaded the day it would come. One day this horror story did become a reality. It all happened so fast. Rebel soldiers stormed his home and without hesitation shot Jamuale's mother. It was light out but inside Jamuale was become overwhelmed by the shadow of darkness. As Jamuale looked in horror at the sight of his mother bathing in blood he felt so angry. But with no time to grieve, cry or think Jamuale suddenly found himself being confronted by the very soldier who shot his mother. The towering soldier sternly asked him his age. Jamuale replied nervously saying, "Seven." "You are a man!" the evil man replied. Then in what seemed like a second, the soldier grabbed Jamuale's little sister Grace. Dangling her in the air and passing the gun he shouted, "Do you want your little sister to die?" "No!" Jamuale replied. "Kill your brother and then your sister will live," the man shouted with an evil grin. The boy didn't know what to do, how could anyone make him choose between members of his family. The soldier insisted threatening to kill his sister at any moment. "But", "what was that" the soldier replied. A gun fired. Jamuale had killed his little brother. Guilt, shame and dread were seen on this seven year old boys face. A group of soldiers dragged Jamuale and his sister to the camp. As Jamuale and Grace were paraded through the town, neighbors glared in guilt, hate and shame. "How could you Jamuale, how could you," they shouted out.

It was just yesterday that he sat around the fire singing and laughing with mother, sister and brother. Now all hope seemed muted as he lived suffocating behind the walls of the rebel camp. The sound of guns replaced the music that he so loved. At each battle, Jamuale and boys his age were forced to the front of the "enemy line." He felt so used, protecting the wicked but deemed valuable elder soldiers. At the start of each battle Jamuale couldn't help but think that maybe it would be better to be hit by a bullet. But then he would think of his little sister. While every battle had its end, there was no end to Jamuale's work. Even if he was wounded, after every battle Jamuale had to wash and clean the wounds of his superior soldiers. As he wrapped bandages and covered bloody wounds, he sometimes wondered who's blood he was really touching in this bloody pool of evil. Every night, Jamuale worked and watched the soldiers drink and drug and play. The light from the fire was really the only light shining. Sometimes Jamuale couldn't help but wonder if these men deep down had fear and guilt and shame too.

Then one day the head of the army announced that little Grace was old enough to be married. She was now only seven but that didn't seem to matter to them. Jamuale watched the evil grins of the men who would soon deface his sister and do the unthinkable. After a little while Jamuale knew he had to escape. While he was aware of the consequences he knew that he had to protect his sister. Jamuale knew he couldn't return to his village because the neighbor's would possibly kill him out of ignorance. Jamuale felt so ashamed. He had heard rumblings of a relief camp not too far away. He hoped that it was what people were saying. Soon Jamuale set up the escaped. He arranged that he would meet his sister in the bush during the next battle. The next battle came, Jamuale and Grace fled to the bush and eventually escaped. The next morning they arrived at the camp where they were fed and clothed. As they sat around waiting for the doctor, they couldn't help but think the worst was over. Maybe this was a light at the end of the tunnel. The nurses had checked them over but for some silly reason they needed to see the doctor. Not long before nightfall the doctor came out and looked at them with a look of gloom and concern. "What is it?" Jamuale asked. The doctor told both he and his sister that they might of HIV/AIDS. Jamuale had no clue what this was but by the look on the doctors face it didn't sound good. After speaking to him, Jamuale knew that the storm was not over. The doctor left them waiting for the results. Jamuale no longer felt relief and a new sense of hope but sunk back into his fear and despair. A while late the test can back in a folded piece of paper. Jamuale slowly opened the paper and saw a plus sign. His head sunk - he had HIV/AIDS. He eventually lifted his head and looked to his sister. Tears dripped down her face. They both looked at each other in fear and sadness.

* At the end of the life experience I opened a piece of paper. I was positive. This could be me. This could be any of you.

Day 40 - February 15th

Today was both encouraging and challenging. Although sick, our time in community this morning was really special. I am really going to miss my Crossroad friends. This afternoon I got to participate in one of the life experiences. Crossroads has set up various life experiences and today I got a glimpse into what it is like to live in the slums. Today about one billion people live in the slums while over two billion people live on less than 2 US dollars per day. One website http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/rxforsurvival/glossary.html describes a slum as "As a household that lacks any one of the following five elements: access to sufficient amounts of water for family use at an affordable price, without being subject to extreme effort; access to improved sanitation, either in the form of a private toilet or a public toilet shared with a reasonable number of people; security of tenure (the rights of a tenant to hold property); housing in a permanent and adequate structure in a non-hazardous location; and, in most areas, a household requiring more than two people to share the same room. However, as housing in some cities lacks sufficient living space for middle-class households to fit this final requirement, the definition of a slum would be modified to require a lack of two of these conditions."

A group of Crossroads staff led us through an activity that showed a small window into the daily life and struggle of these people. We were all put in families - our family had four girls and myself. As a family we needed to make paper bags in groups of 10 and sell them to one of the shopkeepers. Each ten minute segment acted as a week in the life of our family. At the end of this time we stopped and hoped we had enough money to pay for our food, rent and sanitation. Over the three weeks our group managed to afford these three essentials, gain training and send someone to school. However, this came with a cost. I along with another girl sold the goods to the market. I was the main person to sell and go attend training (partially because I wasn't very quick at making paper bags.) As I brought my bags to the shopkeeper I was really helpless. I was on my knees begging, whatever they asked I did, any money was good, I had no choice but to take the little money offered. At one point one of the shopkeepers told me I could not receive the money until one of my sisters came and gave him a "massage" or "hug." He promised me that he would respect her but in reality my sister had no choice but to submit to the perverse and evil desires of the shopkeeper. There was also external pressure and motivation to make money. If we didn't have the needed money by the end of the week we could have visited a loan shark. If we had to resort to this, our lives would be chained to whatever they required or said until they deemed fit to let us leave. This is a brief summary of the game which is in fact a real life reality for many people around the world.

Follow Reflections

We really were at the mercy of the shopkeepers. We didn't have the luxury of dreaming but just hoped that we would not die today. There was no time to talk with our family, or enjoy life, enjoy a salary and stable income. Morality always was dependent on our need to survive. DJ a Crossroad staff told some insight that was shared with him by a beggar in the slums of India. For many people in poverty they feel as if they are looking through a clear -glass ceiling. They see the hope and future on the other side but cannot get out of this vicious cycle. He also shared the importance and hope that is expressed when someone in poverty can receive schooling. With that being said, can we strictly look at world events like terrorism and civil wars through one lens. If a terrorist organization provides a person with food, clothing and shelter that is a means of hope and a means to reduce some of the fear of survival.

What can we do

I agree with the statement that poverty is rooted in broken relationships not mere money. How can we support education in areas of poverty? How can we developed business loans and ways to encourage families sustainability. How can we challenged and lobby at the governmental and local levels? How can we help at ground zero? I have some ideas but I would love to hear from you.

Day 39 - February 14th, 2008

This morning I continued to work and help renovate one of Crossroads apartment. Chief made me garlic soup for lunch. I tried to sleep for the afternoon and sweat out my cold. I don't think I am really any better. Mike and I had dinner at a nearby local restaurant and relaxed for the rest of the night.

Day 38 - February 13th, 2008

Today I spent most of the day scrapping old paint off of walls. There were a bunch of us working to get the apartment ready for an incoming family. By the end of the day I was completely covered in white powder and paint. So after work the first thing I did was have shower. I then raced down the road to get my haircut before our community dinner at 6:30. After dinner we watched Even Almighty. It was pretty funny! Back at the flat, Mike and I called Dan from Tyndale. A quick summary, peace.

Day 37 - February 12th, 2008

Although sick today was a really good. Our morning time of fellowship and singing was really encouraging. The theme for this morning was resting in Him. By mid morning I was working in one of the apartments. A few of us had been assigned to scrape and plaster the walls. Neither job is overly enjoyable but it was nice to get to better know some of the Crossroads staff. Lunch was enjoyable and hilarious. Some how or another our supervisor had heard that Mike is an experienced cook - in reality he doesn't know very much. He was assigned to delegate and cook lunch for seventy people. As fun as it is to tease him about his newfound talent, I was quite impressed that he pulled it together. Once we were finished plastering and scraping for the day I desperately needed a shower. I was covered with old plaster and dust. After watching an episode of Prison Break I went out for dinner with some of the guys from Crossroads. The rest of the evening I relaxed and did some homework. Until next time...

Day 36 - February 11th, 2008

I continue to fight a cold so this morning I tried to get some rest. Mike and I headed out to Tuen Mun for a late lunch. While in Tuen Mun I visited a walk-in-clinic. I certainly didn't have to wait as long as I do in Canada. The appointment and medications ended up costing me 200 HK which isn't too bad. After that we traveled down to central Hong Kong where we had dinner with the Jones and Carmen Wong's family. Bob and Amy Jones are partners with CBM and serve at a church in the HK area. Dinner was good. We had hotpot. Tomorrow I am back to work at Crossroads. In Him

A thought to ponder

I can't think of a better question that every organization and church must ask itself - Why do we exist?

Top 5 Reflections - Week 4

1) Confidence in Him

First, I have been learning and discovering a new appreciation for His Word, a new confidence in the transforming power of His Word. Secondly, I have been challenged to depend on Him and confidently seek His glory through prayer and holiness.

2) HK is ok but Beijing is the bomb!

Hong Kong has certainly been an interesting experience. I have been really encouraged by the work and people at Crossroads. I have really enjoyed seeing the city of Hong Kong - especially at night! But with that being said, Hong Kong has still been a bit overwhelming. The hustle and go of the culture has probably been the biggest culture shock for me. I like the food in Hong Kong but Beijing just seems better. Probably at some level I miss the relationships that Mike and I were forming with friends like at the hotpot place. I think I also miss BICF a bit too.

3) Being joyful when you just can't really stand what your doing

This past week has been a bit of a challenge for me as I have struggled to get the alone time and rest that I have needed. This has also been a challenge because I have been fighting a cold.

4) Misconceptions about China
Chinese freedoms are certainly not as restrictive as they once were thirty years ago. While I am not going to elaborate too much here I will say that in many ways the church in China is more free than the church in Canada.

5) I love the Hong Kong transit system. It is quick, efficient and well maintained. Everyone who comes to Hong Kong always needs to get an octopus card. It is essentially a transit card which can also allow the user to buy goods at certain stores. Therefore, instead of buying tickets or paying on the spot a person can scan their wallet. Pretty neat!

Day 35 - February 10th, 2008

Today we left with a large group for church. The last few days I have felt mentally and physically drained. For one we have been on the go constantly. As a result this morning I was feeling pretty sick and somewhat weary. Thankfully, after church I was feeling more mentally rested. It was really great having lunch with some friends who are serving in Hong Kong. It was a real encouragement to see their passion and desire to see His name lifted high among the nation of China. From our time of fellowship Mike and I started to head back home. We stopped off briefly to buy a coconut drink. We were both pretty tired once we got back to the flat. Mike and I rested for an hour or so before heading out to buy groceries for dinner. An encouraging but challenging day. In Him

Day 34- February 9th, 2008

I woke up this morning to one of the brightest and sunniest days here in China. It was perfect because we were going to visit an attraction known as Victoria Peak. Hong Kong is surrounded by peak like mountains the highest being Victoria Peak. It was really unbelievable to stand at the peak and scan the skyline of the city. On the way down we took the tram or cable car. It was quite the adventure trying to balance and stand as the car went down the peak. After the peak Mike and I went along with Gen to visit her old pastor. Although we were tired and worn out the night was worth while after learning about the great work being done in the Chinese factory communities. I got home late and pretty much went straight to bed. Another day with Him

Day 33 - Friday February 8th, 2008

Today we continue the Chinese New Year celebration. This afternoon we went out for lunch in the nearby district known as Tuen Mun where the busyness of Chinese New Year was evident. After looking around some local markets our group took transit down to Hong Kong island. There were so many people gathered to watch the fireworks and light show. Although we arrived over three hours before the fireworks display there were still a ton of people. Hong Kong was absolutely magical. The sky scraping buildings lit up the harbor as we waited for the twenty minute firework show. Once the fireworks ended we remained caught in the crowds for a good while. After they subsided a bit we headed over to the night market to browse and have dinner. On a side note, it was quite funny to learn that Hong Kong has over two thousand 7-elevens. When I think about all the stores I have seen it really doesn't seem that surprising. This was a busy day but a great experience. Happy Chinese New Year

A Reflection or two - The assault on the mind and the attack on truth

Today, many Christians cling to the experiential while denouncing doctrinal truth. (I am not suggesting that Christians are to be emotionless) Whether you categorize it as emergent or liberal the reality is that the western church is enduring a crisis; that which stems from a lack of confidence in the power and accuracy of the Word of God. Pastors pump out media and illustrative sermons which barely scratch the penetrating power and centrality of the Bible. New movements claim to have secret and new insight that has just miraculously been discovered. We no longer confront sin but rather confront a persons self-esteem.

Ravi Zacharias, a well respected Christian apologist addressed members of the UN in a talk on "Navigating with absolutes in a relativistic world." In his talk, Ravi described the four areas in which we search for absolutes: evil, justice, love and forgiveness. He argued that all four converged at the cross of Jesus Christ.

Isaiah 66:2 - All these things my hand has made,
and so all these things came to be, declares the LORD. But this is the one to whom I will look: he who is humble and contrite in spirit
and trembles at my word.

That is my prayer and I hope it is yours

Day 32 - Thursday February 7th, 2008

Today Mike and I slept in until 9am before heading out for breakfast with Gen. We did some laundry and had a team meeting. In the evening a group of us headed down to watch the Chinese New Year parade. The parade was pretty good. It really should be described as advertising surrounded by dance schools. Despite the slow start and crowds, tt was enjoyable. On a couple of floats kids were balancing bikes and what not in a way I can't figure out. Being a foreigner we figured out a way to grab the paraders attention - We just shout out gung hay fat choy! Most of them seem so impressed that we know how to say Happy New Year in Cantonese and end up acknowledging or coming over. At one point in the evening, a young disabled girl came up and asked if she could squeeze in to see the floats. My friend and I approved but were thinking in the back of our minds that this little girl was trying to play us for a fool. Watching her excitement and seeing her pointing and calling over the paraders was pretty heart warming. As the Disneyland float stopped in front of us, she kept waving at Minnie mouse. It was nice to see one of the paraders get Minnie's attention for the girl. Although what seemed at first like an annoyance and bother, the little girl really brought life into perspective. Wishing you a Happy New Year!!!

Day 31 - Wednesday February 6th, 2008

Chinese New Year is tomorrow so work is slowing down around Crossroads. Today I worked with the incoming department. Crossroads continues to accumulate a wide variety of clothes, cooking ware, furniture, toys etc, etc, etc. This morning I went with two of the Crossroad staff to pick up furniture from the British consulate and some toys from a business in town. It was really a lot of fun driving and looking around the city. I enjoyed talking with Chris from America and Humphrey from Zambia. We missed lunch because we didn't get back until 2 in the afternoon. After lunch I worked for another hour or so unpacking and preparing deliveries. Tonight we had a community meal in the dining hall. The hotpot was good but certainly not as good as the ones back in Beijing. After dinner we relaxed for the rest of the evening. Connected in Him

The plague of existentialism - A most interesting quote

Before committing suicide, the distinguished Hobart Mauer gave interesting insight saying in the American Psychologists

"For several decades we psychologists have looked upon the whole matter of sin and moral accountability as a great incubus and we have acclaimed our freedom from it as epic making. But at length we have discovered to be free in this sense to have the excuse of being sick rather than being sinful is to also court the danger of becoming lost. In becoming amoral, ethically neutral and free, we have cut the very roots of our being, lost our deepest sense of selfhood and identity. And with neurotics themselves, asking, "Who am I? What is my deepest destiny? And what does living really mean?"

Day 30 - February 5th, 2008

Today was a bit rough. I woke up this morning tired and sick. I don't know if it's allergies or a cold but I keep sneezing and my nose is clogged. Nevertheless, life goes on. As on other days, this morning we had a group meeting from 8:30 to 9:30. After our time of singing and kneeling Mike and I headed up to the incoming department where we worked for most of the day. In the morning I was delegating and working with some grade eleven volunteers. Man some kids really haven't had any practical hands on experience. The whole day was slow but especially the afternoon. It is a lot slower around Crossroads because it is Chinese New Year. Mike and I headed back to the apartment around 4pm. I did some blogging, emails and administrative work before heading over to the drug store. Peace

Day 29 - February 4th, 2008

This morning I woke up at 5am and headed out an hour later to Dan Ryan's where we had breakfast and watched the Superbowl. I have never seen a more exciting football game. I really wanted the Pats to win but I must admit it was pretty special seeing the underdog Giants pull out the win. The Giants defence was imposing and aggressive sacking Brady like five times. The best play of the game was easily the play where Eli Manning was ducking and spinning before eventually throwing a 33 yard catch to Tyree. (amazing catch also)

After the game, a worker named Josh and I took the bus back to Crossroads. I was pretty tired by the time I got back, but I ended up having a pretty full day. Shortly after walking in the door, my roomate from Mongolia, Tsogtoo (or Chief) invited me over to his friends house. Mike was already talking with the lady because they both grew up in India. After talking for awhile, Chief Mike and I headed for lunch at what is popularly called the peak. Like a lot of the Crossroad staff, Chief goes to this little restaruant all the time. It is cheap, the people are friendly and the food is great. While eating we met up with one of the staff from Zambia. I was great to meet and talk with new Zambian friends. Back at the flat, we relaxed until the late afternoon. Grace, Gen, Mike, Chief and I headed out to do some shopping. The girls went there own way and us guys went to look at electronics. Mike and I have been looking into buying a pda for ourselves. I really wasn't completely sure I would get one but I found a good used pda/phone that cost was significanly reduced. Chief loves McDonalds so we ate there for dinner. From the bus, Mike and I did some quick grocery shopping and then spent the rest of the night relaxing. A busy but wonderful day. Peace

Day 28 - February 3rd, 2008

Today a large group of us went to one of the ECC in Hong Kong. Compared to yesterday, the weather was quite plesant. At the service we not only met Carmen and her father Lawerence but also Bob and Amy Jones. This morning Bob spoke on the garden narrative in Genesis. I was really challenged by a video that showed the reality and devestation of the storm in China. After the service we went out for lunch with Bob and Amy and Carmen and her dad. The Indian restaurant the took us to had absolutely fabuous food. After lunch, Gen's cousin took us out to shopping. Up until today, I had not experienced that overcrowded city of Hong Kong. Crossroads is located in an area that is newly developing. The population is less dense and there is considerably more space in the new terrirtories. Shopping in Mong Kok was absolutely crazy! There are so many people who converge and clash as they cross the street. There is no point saying excuse me, because you are always running into some one. The stores are crazy too. I bought a pair of New Balance shoes in a store crowded more than Best Buy on boxing day. Up until now, most of the smells in China have been ok. But in certain parts of Mong Kok I couldn't help but whiff this wretched smelling tofu. Nevertheless, after shopping I was emotionally exhausted. Peace

Day 27 - February 2nd, 2008

Today, was a laborious day. In the morning we cleaned up the work site. However, we spent most of the day loading a container that was going to be shipped to Israel. While it was raining pretty heavily for most of the day, it was fun working and getting to know other Crossroads staff and volunteers. There were certianly a lot of people helping in some form or another with the task of loading the container. We finished work at 4:30pm and I was so wet and tired. I had a shower and did some laundry. Mike and I went for dinner at McDonald's and relaxed for the rest of the night. Peace

Day 26 - February 1st, 2008

Today was my first full day in Hong Kong. I was pretty cold last night. I thought that Hong Kong would have been a lot warmer than Beijing. But really compared to Mike, I slept like a king. Mike hardly slept at all because he didn't have a heater. That is the first thing he wants to get sorted out today. If not I imagine he will be brining his matress and blankets into my room.

Mike and I went for breakfast at McDonald's. I absolutely love the McDonalds egg muffin breakfast. After breakfast we had a team meeting. Every morning from 8:30 o 9:30 the community of hope comes together for a time of singing, kneeling and encouraging. After singing we joined into small groups. We shared about what our Father has been doing in our lives. I was in a group with a lot of kids. I can already say that I really respect the way in which the Crossroad community nurtures and loves all the children, no matter if they are their own or not. One little girl was so cute. She explained how her family had been watching a movie called indescrible where the speaker shared on Genesis 1. That was her favorite memory verse it was like (in her words) "Wow!" Even in a smaller group there were people from many different nations; gathering together in commonality.

For the rest of the morning the four of us had orientation. I took over my computer to IT in hope of a miracle. Every day all the staff and volunteers have lunch together. The food is absolutely amazing. Today we had Indian food. After lunch, Mike and I went worked at one of the warehouses for a couple of hours. While we were busy moving furniture, Grace and Gen were working in the packing department. From the warehouse, Philski (the volunteer cordinator) gave us a tour of the various sites and departments. It is truly amazing how my Father is using this place to bless people from all across the world. Peace

Day 25 - January 31st, 2008

All of us arrived in Hong Kong safely. The plane ride went really well. Asian airlines serve much better food and have much better service. I watched a comedy called "Game Plan" which stars the Rock. Pretty good. At the airport we were met by Bob and Phil who serve with Crossroads and in the Hong Kong community. Phil drove us back to Crossroads. After settling in, Phil and his wife Sue, Helen and the four of us went out for dinner. Crossroads is represented by twenty -six nations. The ones I know are: New Zealand, Australia, India, Sri Lanka, Singapore, America, Canada, England, Spain, Switzerland, Zambia, Congo and others. I don't really know what we are doing, but I will let you know after our orientation. Peace

Day 24 - January 30th, 2008

This morning I studied for our Mandarin class. After class in the afternoon, we headed out for an early Chinese New Year dinner with Karma and Carmen. Our dinner lasted longer than Mike and I had hoped. We didn't get to go to the gym. We did go over and visit our friends at the massage parlor. Mike and I have been getting to know two girls Le-Le and Hong Hong and we are beginning to build a relationship. Along with our friends at hotpot, I really want to see Le-Le and Hong Hong come to know Him. Getting ready for Hong Kong, Jon Candle

Day 23 - January 29th, 2008

Our first chapter in China is quickly coming to a close. In two days we leave for Hong Kong where we will serve at Crossroads. Hopefully Hong Kong is warmer than Beijing.
Today Mike and I read for most of the day. The girls went out to the pearl market but I was not about to venture into such a draining day of shopping. In the evening Mike and I headed to the gym. I was such an idiot! I didn't stretch my legs enough before working out. I am going to be sore for a good few days. Until next time,

Day 22 - January 28th, 2008

Today was a good day. After class, I came home with Jon while the girls went out to IKEA with my teacher. At 6:30 pm and went to gym for a couple of hours. Back at the apartment, Mike and I put together some information for the supervisor at the hotpot place. We intended to give her the gift at hotpot, but when we went over the other girls informed us that she had gone home early. It was slow today at the hotpot place. Mike and I ordered a bubble-tea and we showed some of the staff pictures from Mike's computer. The girls didn’t want us to pay for the bubble-tea. Despite our best efforts they insisted so we had free bubble-tea (with extra tapioca balls). Scrolling through the pictures we came to one of Santa Claus. One of the girls asked what we do in Canada for the winter holidays. Mike was able to introduce our belief and explain a bit of the meaning behind Christmas.

The girl Mike spoke with has no concept or rather has never heard of the g@sp#l. After sharing briefly, she said, "no wonder the first time I saw the four of you I felt as though you were very different from everyone else." She said she had some sort of inner sense that we were nice people, before she even talked with us. Thank you my father for shining Your light in and through us. Continue to work through our relationship with our friends at hotpot.

The Li-Hui also shared with us that she only earns 22 yuan a day or rather 3 dollars Candian. Like many in China, she works more than twelve hours a day. With that being said, there is signficant fiancially stress for Li-Hui and her husband. Li-Hui husband does make a little more than she does working as a chef at a hotel. Their dream is to one day soon open their own business. I consider a meal in Beijing to be cheap if it costs be 30 yuan. Hearing Li-hui explain her fiancial situation I was confronted with the stark reality and my overwhelming privelage. Like my experience at the street market, this is something that I need to wrestle with and think about. Beijing Brother

Day 21 - Sunday January 27th, 2008

Today was a refreshing and wonderful day. We attended a couple services at BICF. I am really going to miss the small groups and fellowship with people I have been coming to know. While I am looking forward to my time in Hong Kong, I will miss Beijing. In Hong Kong we will work with an organization called Crossroads. I don't really know exactly what we are doing but it will certainly be intersting. Chinese New Year in Hong Kong should also be amazing.

We got home late from BICF. Grace was pretty tired and didn't feel too hungry so Gen, Mike and I went out looking for a place to eat. We ended up finding a wonderful Indian restaraunt which was only about a 15 minute walk from our house. While the food was great, it was pricier than we had hoped. I don't think we will be going there too often.

After dinner Mike and I had another opportunity to share with our friends from hotpot. Unlike before, when we had the opportunity to share with the manager today we shared a bit with one of the staff who we are coming to know well. I know my Father has us here for a reason. Please kneel with me and ask that the giver of life and strength guide and lead us. While the battle rages, we know that He who saves us, is willing and able. Until next time